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Once apon a time I would walk past your room
And I would sob thinking that you would realise soon
That I was sad and I needed the company but
You had your boy and you had your love
And now I walk past that room and I cry just the same
Imagining your there but no one answers my tame
Cry for help though I wish they would call out my name
That they would just because
Then I could cry and not care and
They’d come to my side and they’d comfort and coo
But no one not one of them is anything like you
Not one bit not one ounce do they weigh up the same
To the way that you held me and whispered my name
And made me feel safe and so very alive
And no way not a bit like I wanted to die
How I feel right now I have never felt before
I have felt that I wanted so very much more
But to feel this way is to feel nondescript
I feel like you’ve taken my heart and you’ve ripped
My most needed organ out of my chest
And you’ve maimed it and laid it down somewhere to rest
And you’ve left it somewhere that I cannot find
Somewhere in your self that I have been declined
And I want to reach it though really I don’t
I want you to keep it
And make it your own
I want you to never let go of my heart
As I will never let go of that part
Of you that I know I will always keep
Wherever you go and whoever you seek
Because whether you’re alone
Or your heart has been stole
If you’re married or someone has taken control
I will wait for you darling
Till the end of my days
Because one day I know you will want me again